I have no confidence in myself. After I got married, I became less fashionable, and it became more and more sober. It was Mr. Hamaguchi, a young employee, who invited me to drink. I didn't like myself because I didn't like the glamorous place, so I refused to have a drinking party at the company, but I went out drinking because of the strength of his push ... and that night I was embraced by him. I feel like I'm no longer myself ... I feel that my sexual desires are being released more and more.